When was the last time i fall in love? It so many yrs ago since den. I was so unable to let it go tat time. Everyone call me stupid, call me stubborn. After so long, finally i decided to juz forget everything, and carry on my life.

Juz like u all said, based on wat i hv, be it looks or characters, i can juz find another one easily, but hv u all thought how difficult it is, to forget something so precious. Almost every first time happen during tat, first love, first kiss etc.

Juz when i hv let go of everything, this gal appeared. The first day i meet her, made me hv the feeling tat i hv so many yrs ago. I wonder was tat love?

I am confused tat time, so i juz carry on, thinking it was nth. But the misses i have for her, make me confirm tat i have really fallen in love with her. Juz tat the only thing tats nt going so well, is tat she is attached already.

My whole mind was her, with her smile. I wait for her to online, juz to tok to her for awhile. Try to sms her juz for a reply, and try to ask her accompany me for breaks juz to see her. How happy i was =D

Juz few days ago, i heard from my friend, tat his friend is her bf. I was stunned by tat news. Tat friend i somehow gt impression who he was, and he too knows me somehow. I was wondering if the news was really true, so i asked her. She denied, saying her bf was another. So i am stuck in the middle, dunnoe to trust her, or my friend. Maybe it was a mistake by my friend, but wat if it was true?

Juz wat can i do, friend or love i can only choose one, if it is true. Life always hv decisions like tat. I juz hope everything is false, coz nothing goes my way always =(